Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Some Introspection at the Last Minute

Where does one start when one has been avoiding one’s blog for roughly 3-4 months? I take it back. “Avoiding” implies that I had the intention to write and never got around to it when that’s really not the case. Let’s say I have chosen to live my life lately instead of to write about it. My new schedule doesn’t afford me the endless time in front of a computer that my previous one did. It’s definitely a good thing.

I’m not going to summarize my summer for you or apologize for not writing because a summary would be incredibly boring and the apology would be totally insincere. I’m not sorry. I am shocked though that you continue to check in every day. I can’t believe my absence doesn’t make a single difference regarding how many hits I get each day. You have held out far longer than I ever would have.

I’m a girl approaching 30 faster than a freight train. Today is the eve of the holiest day of the year. I continue to challenge and question my faith daily. I will try to right my wrongs of the previous year and ask for forgiveness but I just can’t get on board with every aspect of the holiday right now. It’s not in me. L'shanah tovah.